It’s no secret, I’m pretty bad at making decisions. I have been for as long as I can remember. Whether it’s deciding what to eat for lunch, what color to dye my hair next, or what to wear to class, you can bet I’ve had an in-depth thought process happen while trying to pick. I’m an overthinker, no doubt about it! This *special* trait of mine has been really apparent recently.
I’m currently two and a half months into my Disney College Program and loving every moment of it. So much so, that I applied to extend my program through the summer. Now, when I went into the program, I was pretty dead-set that I’d be coming back to Tennessee in May. Little did I know just how much I’d fall in love with this company, this city, and the people here. It’s truly felt like home and the amount of love and joy I feel every day is something I don’t think I can fully describe.
So, when the opportunity to apply to extend arose, I took it. I wrote a couple of paragraphs about why I wanted to stay through the summer, chose my role and location preferences, and a few weeks later I was offered an extension. Then, I had a decision to make.
QUE THE BIG YIKES AND MANY DAYS OF ASKING MYSELF “WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?”
There was something different about this decision. It was a really big one to make. I had a lot of reasons for staying in Florida. I love working at Disney World, I’ve made some INCREDIBLE friends here that I dread saying goodbye to, and l want to keep my journey with Disney going. However, there were also a lot of factors tugging me back home to Tennessee. A lot of my family members are going through a lot right now and I physically want to be there for them, the job that I loved back at home was being held for me until May, this is my last summer to be at home before GRADUATING college, and there are a lot of people and things I just miss about Johnson City.
Can you see why I was having such a tough time choosing? Plus, they only gave us about four days to give them an answer to whether or not we were accepting the extension. Talk about added pressure! After several days of constant inner debate, inner-lip biting (s/o to you, anxiety), praying, and a few tears shed thanks to it also coinciding with period week, I made my decision.
I declined the offer to extend my program and will be moving home to Johnson City in May.
It was a REALLY tough choice to make, but one that I’m at peace with. I want to be able to spend my last summer before entering the real adult world (post-graduation) at home in Johnson City and be close to my family who is going through a lot right now & could need me.
Don’t worry, I don’t think my journey in Orlando and with the Disney company is quite over yet! I’m already planning a trip to come back in June to celebrate my 21st birthday. I’m also planning on applying to Disney’s Professional Internships once I graduate next year and will definitely be looking into career paths in advertising and public relations with Disney.
I’m excited to see what the rest of my program will hold and will be soaking in every second of the experience! I’ve got some friends from home who are coming to visit in May, fun adventures to come planned with friends here, and many more days of working in the best park. The best is yet to come, I’m sure!
As far as what I’ve been up to recently, the last month since I’ve updated has been a blast! My sister, best friend, and their friends came to spend part of their Spring Break with me and I got to show them around my favorite place!! I got to go on a backstage tour of the Haunted Mansion ride with my coworkers. Spent a beautiful day Kathy & Wendy. Ate at Crystal Palace with Winnie the Pooh & friends. I went to the parks a lot and worked A LOT. It’s been the best of times!
Here’s to learning to make decisions. I’ll see you in May, Johnson City!
❤ / Bailey