HELLO! Happy start to a new week. As I am writing this, it is Sunday night and I have just completed my first week of the Disney College Program. It has been a whirlwind of a week, filled with emotions and things to do. I moved into my apartment, said goodbye to my parents (didn’t think that would be as hard as it was, but I sobbed like a baby), got to know my roommates, went through Disney’s Traditions to become an official Cast Members, had my first training, and went to two of the parks! Like I said, there’s been a lot going on.
I’ve definitely had my fair share of emotions this week. As I mentioned, when my parents left it hit me HARD. I thought I was ready to move out, and I am, but I didn’t really fully grasp the fact that I’d be completely on my own. They’re literally 10 hours away. I can’t force my mom to go to Target with me anymore, and that made me really sad.
I honestly let my anxiety get the better of me for a minute. It always rears its ugly voice right when I try to fall asleep, and on my first night, it said, “you shouldn’t be here. You should have stayed at home, with your family, on ETSU’s campus, working the same job. You’re going to fail.” Talk about a mood killer. I know it was just my anxiety speaking, but it got to me. I was laying in my twin size bed (downgraded from my full and that’s also been an adjustment) letting the fear consume me.
That’s when God showed up. I was in need of some reassurance, and boy did God provide it. I was sitting in my Traditions class, which is a five hour long class about working for Disney and what that means when they told us about our motto. We create happiness. I almost cried. It hit me right in the heart that this motto is what I’ve always wanted to do, and always been meant to do. I love seeing people happy! I love having a positive outlook to help someone feel better about a situation, listening to my friends for hours on end about what they’re going through to make them feel happier, and just, in general, making people smile. That was what God wanted me to hear. I’m where I’m supposed to be, doing what I need to be doing for this season of my life. I’m here to create happiness through shining God’s light that has been given to me to the guests of Walt Disney World, my coworker, my roommates, and everyone I’ll meet. What an amazing opportunity!
There were several other things that happened in Traditions to almost make me cry, but I don’t want to spoil it for anyone else contemplating doing the program that may be reading this. The realization I had, however, was definitely the thing that got me the most. At the end of that day, I was given my Walt Disney World ID and official nametag and became a true Cast Member.
The following days have been full of visiting parks, spending time with my roommates (who I ADORE), and another day of classroom training. Tomorrow I begin y first day in Animal Kingdom, which I am so stoked for. I can’t wait to see the ways God is going to use me throughout the program and the opportunities that I’ll have to create happiness for others.
Talk to y’all real soon!
❤ / Bailey